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Excitement

christina — Sat, 04 Sep 2010 20:44:01 +0000

Lots of it….

We stand above the crowd and face our fears, our past, our present, and most of all, our love and emotions. You know what? They suck. But noone can live without love. Emotion. In doing so you deny all that is human. And sometimes, being human is overwhelming. You slip up, fall down, and can’t get up…

But then, someone helps you up. Puts back together the broken pieces. You are more delicate, more fragile, than before. People can see the cracks and the glue holding you together. But it’s better than laying there in pieces, wondering what ever made you get out of bed that morning…

This is what happened to me. I fell. My emotions were my downfall, and now, they led me to my savior.

I thank my savior. You know who you are.

This has been Kimiri Moon.

Just To Let You Know…

christina — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 17:15:26 +0000

The world is going to end in thirty seconds. So hurry and die!

I don’t even know…

Independent Pages has a new blogger. Her name is Lawliet and she’ll be posting regularly alongside myself. So please welcome her!

I don’t know why I’m talking as if more than ten people read this… But it’s fun to dream. Dreaming is like hope though, it can kill you and heal at the same time. This is getting disjointed…

Anyway, to the few that read this, thank you. You mean more than I can ever tell you.

This has been Kimiri Moon.

Lawliet :D

christina — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 17:10:02 +0000

Lawly here, hope you don’t mind. I’m a buddy to Kimiri Moon.

My full name is Lawliet L. A. (no the city). School’s about to start, and I can’t wait to get bored. I’m horrified of what classes I’m going to get, I really hope it’s nothing too serious, or too easy. Hoping I get Spanish 1! I’ve been bored stiff with the summer, I haven’t been able to do anything. I’m seriously hoping to get some fun in. What do you feel about school starting? Do you hate school? Because…I don’t. I’m going to miss staying up all night, though. Oh well! I’m out, see ya!

This has been Lawliet L. A.

A Way To Love

christina — Fri, 06 Aug 2010 17:47:22 +0000

They say missing someone is a way to love them. I guess this is true, for most people. Summer vacation is in full swing, and I am definitely missing a lot of friends. Eighteen more days to go, but I know how long eighteen days can be. It sucks. It drags along, slower and slower, every second achingly familiar and completely foreign. I miss my friends. I’m starting to forget how their voices sound, how their expressions change, how everything about them makes them unique from one another. Seventy days is a long time. I’ve survived fifty-two of them. But just barely.

I know how pathetic I sound. Why can’t you just get a life already, Kimi? Why can’t you be like a normal teenage girl? Why can’t you just enjoy your last few days of freedom?

Well, there is a fine line between freedom and imprisonment. Between living life and just existing. And if ANYONE can define normal for me, I’d be immensely thankful. Because I don’t want to be normal. I don’t want to conform to the demands of our helplessly unoriginal world. I’m not existing, I’m not living, I’m not free and I’m not chained. I refuse to be.

This has been Kimiri Moon.

Morals

christina — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 22:21:01 +0000

THE ANT AND THE GRASSHOPPER
This one is a little different…Two different versions… Two different morals.
Old Version-The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for winter.
The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and dances and plays the summer away..
Come winter. the ant is warm and well fed.
The grasshopper has no food or shelter, so he dies out in the cold…
MORAL OF THE STORY: Be responsible for yourself!

Modern Version- The ant works hard in the withering heat and rain all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for winter.
The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and laughs and dances and plays the summer away.
Come winter, the shivering grasshopper calls a press conference and demands to know why the ant should be allowed to be warm and well while he is cold and starving.
CBS, NBC, PBS, CNN, and ABC show up to provide pictures of the shivering grasshopper next to a video of the ant in his comfy home with a table full of food.
AMERICA IS STUNNED BY THE SHARP CONTRAST.
How can this be, that in a country of such wealth, this poor grasshopper is allowed to suffer so?
Kermit the Frog appears on Oprah with the grasshopper and everybody cries when they sing, ‘It’s Not Easy Being Green.”
Acorn stages a demonstration in front of the ant’s house where the news stations film the group singing, “We Shall Overcome.” Reverend Jeremiah Wright then has the group kneel down to pray to God for the grasshopper’s sake.
President Obama condemns the ant and blames President Bush, President Reagan, Christiopher Columbus, and the Pope for the grasshopper’s plight.
Nancy Pelosi and Harry Reid exclaim in an interview with Larry King that the ant has gotten rich of the back of the grasshopper, and both call for an immediate tax hike on the ant to make him pay his fair share.
Finally, the EEOC drafts the Economic Equity and Anti-Grasshopper Act retroactive to the beginning of the summer.
The ant is fined for failing to hire a proportionate number of green bugs and,having nothing left to pay his retroactive taxes, his home is confiscated by the Government Green Czar and given to the grasshopper.
The story ends as we see the grasshopper and his free-loading friends finishing up the last bits of the ant’s food while the government house he is in, which, as you recall, just happens to be the ant’s old house, crumbles around them because the grasshopper doesn’t maintain it.
The ant has dissapeared in the snow, never to be seen again.
The grasshopper is found dead in a drug related incident *cough cough overdose*, and the house, now abandoned, is taken over by a gang of spiders who terrorize the ramshackle, once prosperous and peaceful neighborhood.
The entire Nation collapses bringing the rest of the free world with it.
MORAL OF THE STORY: Be careful who you vote for in 2012.

This has been Kimiri Moon.

Excuses

christina — Mon, 05 Jul 2010 01:09:42 +0000

Hello again. I haven’t written much in a while, though I really need to. I want to make this more of a blog than anything else, but stalkers are all too common throughout bloggers…
Paranoia is about the only thing that stalks me. It goes hand in hand with worry, and sadness, and above all, the sense that I’m alone in this world. My best friend and I recently had a huge fight. It hurt me. It still does. She told me to look at myself. I said I did and that I hated what I saw. The reply was, “So does everyone else.”
Being told by the person I thought was my friend that not only she but everyone else hated me was… I don’t even know how to put it. I was down from something else already, and it crushed me. Mostly because she was right.
I have never felt so alone…
In eleven days my birthday occurs. In eleven days I will be so happy. I hope. But one thing I’ve learned is that hope is dangerous. A double edged sword. It gives you strength to carry on, something to look forward to. And there are times when our hopes prove to be true. It feels so good- to have what you wanted. But other times we get dissapointed. Heart broken. Crushed. And that is the absolute power of hope- it can kill as much as can bring to life, can hurt as much as it can heal. But no matter how hard we try, hope comes. It’s part of human nature. We can’t avoid it. I can’t.
Hope is why my heart is bruised and beaten to hell and back, why it hurt so much when I was told by one of the people I loved most she hated me. I cry so hard in the middle of the night because of it, when darkness surrounds me and paranoia with sadness, dashed with worry and loneliness swallows me whole. That’s just my life at the moment.
I can only hope it gets better.

This has been Kimiri Moon.

Songwriting

christina — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 14:20:42 +0000

Last night, I was in a mood and wrote this song that really came from my heart (no pun intended). It’s called My Heart, though I don’t really like the title and if you have any suggestions I’d really appreciate it. Please read it and comment.

(Verse1)
There’s a little time left
For tears left unshed
For things left undone
For thoughts left unsaid
Take what’s left of it now
And let it pour out
Straight into a dead heart
Till it overflows
Take what’s left of it now
And let it pour out

(Chorus)
I took the knife to my heart
Held it out in my hand
Still beating only in part
Still beating, can’t you understand?
The one I want, the one I need
The one for which my heart still beats
Took the knife to my heart
And held it out in my hand.

(Verse2)
This heart, it still bleeds
But oh, not with blood
What flows now is pure
Undiluted, but dead
It breaks with the words
That I want you to say
Take the things left undone
Take the thoughts left unsaid
Take what’s left of it now
And let it pour out.

(Chorus)
I took the knife to my heart
And held it out in my hand
Still beating only in part
Still beating, can’t you understand?
The one I want, the one I need
The one for which my heart still beats
Took the knife to my heart
And held it out in my hand.

(Bridge)
Now reach out for me

And take this dead heart

Keep it close to yours

And we’ll beat in part.

Take what’s left of me now
Pieces that don’t fit
The shattered remains
Of the girl who once said
To take her dead heart
And bring it to life
The dead heart that still beats
Still bleeds in the night
Take it out of my hand
Take it out of my hand…

This has been Kimiri Moon.

Top Five Ways To Get Revenge On the Pizza Boy

christina — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 13:31:02 +0000

It’s all happened to us before- we wait an hour for cold, greasy, nasty pizza, and the delivery boy has an attitude because you won’t give him a tip. Well, here are some “tips” you can give him, if he wants one so badly.

5) Wait till he drives away and then shoot a rocket launcher at the car. -canofcarrots

4) Make him eat the pizza. But add some ‘extras’ to it first. -born/died

3) MEXICO!!! -rosesnguns

2) Deflate the tires while he’s in ur driveway OR throw a rabid mutant Simpson squirrel with a gazillion eyes in the backseat. -Jane of Diary!

And the number one way to get revenge on the pizza boy?

1) Tie him to a chair and force him to listen to Eminem, Lil Wayne, Soulja Boy, and every other retarded, wannabe rap artist in the world. It will destroy him with the repetitive, boring lyrics within the hour. -foundnlost

Top five ways provided by my wonderful commenters. I LOVE YOU ALL!!

This has been Kimiri Moon.

Disturbed News!

christina — Sun, 13 Jun 2010 03:15:00 +0000

Our number-one band, Disturbed, releases their fifth album Asylum in August 2010. In two days (6/14) they will release the teaser song for the album, called “Another Way To Die”. On the fifteenth the song will be available on iTunes. I am seriously going to download that song. Every fan of Disturbed should too. I have been eagerly awaiting the release of this album since Indestructible came out! (2008) I seriously cannot wait to hear it. I mean, it’s called Asylum. From the band whose lead singer, a decade ago, first stepped onstage in a straightjacket an now is one of the best bands ever. Like I’ve said before to those of you who disagree with that statement- liberate your mind and don’t read my reviews of Disturbed. But anyway, I think now is the time to thank my friends who introduced me to Disturbed -coughcoughWolvenAngelcoughLawly-. Thank you so frigging much!!!
And that’s my headliner news for today. Enjoy.

This has been Kimiri Moon.

New Look

christina — Sun, 13 Jun 2010 01:08:02 +0000

Independent Pages has a new look, because I got tired of looking at the same green, ugly theme for the past year. I’m so ecstatic with the new look and I hope everyone will be too! Please leave your comments about the change, because I love to read them. Without you guys I am nothing.

This has been Kimiri Moon.